thoughts in mind

I've come to conclude that, things don't always turn out right. And heck, life has turned its toll. Damn.

But truthfully, it suddenly turned out okay. And for the past few weeks, I'm happy. Very happy. I feel like I'm 15 all over again. Those pathetic moments have paid off :) Let's just pray for the best ;]

I think, at some point, I don't wish to make peace anymore.
Not that I didn't give any damn or some what, I feel like you just won't let it go of the things that's happening.

To say that I'm devastated, I'm not.
I'm happy with what I have. Truly bless.
And, I don't wish to make you happy.

I don't want an apology, and I don't want to give any.

Isn't it interesting to know how much you have impacted others' lives? How much people love you for who and how you are? It's really amazing. Amazing to know that people do appreciate you. They might not tell you now, but they do when you're gone. 

I was reading about a specific person while blog-hopping.
I don't know that person, but I wish I did.
It was really amazing how people think of him.
He seemed like a great person.
I'm sure he has gone through life the fullest.

To the rest;
I'm truly sorry for your lost.
I truly am.
I don't know your friend, but I did cry after reading the very touching posts about him.
May he rest in peace.

I spent my weekends and 2 days at Trolak for Supercamp. LOL. It's not as super as you may think. Well, I guess I wasn't really in the mood. I had fun with my group. The activities were fun :) The awesomest part was when my friends and I chilled in the room and stayed up really really late. AHHH~ Late night supper, stupid dares, gossips and stories. I'll miss that.

Life's not getting any better now. It sucks.
And I just really really feel alone.
I just need to be away from everyone.

Just because you're mad, doesn't mean you have the right to be mad at everyone.
Stop being judgemental and hear my side of the story.
Do you think it's easy?
You of all people shoul understand what I'm going through.